It's my summer. I've been out of classes since May 2nd, and I think I am stressed more than ever. After a sister's near death, another sister's tumor, finals, sorority crap, other life stresses, then getting a speeding ticket, dealing with crazy roommates, and trying to get pumped for camp; I am going to lose it. Honestly. I don't even know what I want to DO with my life anymore.
I want to go to camp and be away from everything. I need to be away from my sisters, away from Winona, and just out. I have to be up in Hackensack just so I can clear my head. My sister almost died. The other one only has a couple months. I didn't end the semester how I wanted to. I don't know what to do with the sorority. I have never been pulled over. My roommates are freaking crazy, and have been all year. I don't know what I want to be when I grow up or what to change my major to or if I even want to STAY at Winona. Who knows. I applied to two other schools, maybe I'll apply to more.
Not going crazy is going to be harder than it looks.
CAMP: 10 days :D
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