Friday, May 18, 2012

Stressed

It's my summer.  I've been out of classes since May 2nd, and I think I am stressed more than ever.  After a sister's near death, another sister's tumor, finals, sorority crap, other life stresses, then getting a speeding ticket, dealing with crazy roommates, and trying to get pumped for camp; I am going to lose it.  Honestly.  I don't even know what I want to DO with my life anymore.

I want to go to camp and be away from everything.  I need to be away from my sisters, away from Winona, and just out.  I have to be up in Hackensack just so I can clear my head.  My sister almost died.  The other one only has a couple months.  I didn't end the semester how I wanted to.  I don't know what to do with the sorority.  I have never been pulled over.  My roommates are freaking crazy, and have been all year.  I don't know what I want to be when I grow up or what to change my major to or if I even want to STAY at Winona. Who knows.  I applied to two other schools, maybe I'll apply to more.

Not going crazy is going to be harder than it looks.
CAMP: 10 days :D

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